Sunday, September 5, 2010

Living & Loving Life

"Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy".
Psalm 126:5

My absence this summer is owed to several reasons. The main reason being that since my travels to Guatemala, I have come to fully appreciate the beauty of being unattached to modern day electronics, and reach the point of submersion in face to face, heart to heart, relationships with real, live people, not a computer or a blackberry. With that said, I do still maintain an appreciation for such electronics. I just chose to take a breather from them for a little bit this summer. With that said, on to revealing God's Glory!

Fall. It's my all time favorite season. I thoroughly enjoy the cooler, crisp air. The vibrant colors of the leaves, and the aroma of hot apple cider, illuminate my senses, and put an extra spring in my step. I cannot possibly express just how grateful I am for all that God has led me through. For all that He has opened my eyes to. And, for all that He has fully redeemed, and brought healing to. This change of seasons, heightens my awareness to Him all the more.

The opportunities He's given me? Amazing! I am so grateful! Just this summer alone, I've jumped 10,000 feet out of the air.



Traveled to a faraway Third World country.



Definitely had my fix of some of the cutest babies ever.





Was able to see & share amazing quality time with the friends God has blessed my life with.











Ran, well I stopped twice, IF I am to be honest ;), my first 5K.





Do I think one has to jump out of an airplane or visit a school in a 3rd World country in order to feel God's love, and experience His full redemption? Absolutely not! His love, His grace is available to every single one of us, right where we're at! I am just in awe at what He does, when we fully surrender our hearts, and our minds to Him! He is so good!

All the hurt, all the pain, all the sorrow of my past has been healed! And, all the Glory goes to Him! And Him alone! It certainly wasn't easy, in all of my humanness, to let go of my plans, and hand it all over to Him. There were definitely nights I cried myself to sleep. And days that I focused on my past, instead of my future. But His grace was sufficient. His love endured. And, He guided, admittedly sometimes He had to shove, me forward.

I realize this post is all over the place, in the most A.D.D. of fashions. However, I want to share just how amazing God is, and all that He's done for me, a lowly sinner. If He's done, and still doing, it for me, He most certainly will do it for you too!

I encourage you today, no matter where you're at, to thank Him for all that He's done for you. Thank Him for the good and for the bad. For the joy, and for the sorrow. He IS alive, and IS moving on our behalf, even TODAY! Isn't that awesome?! This is a girl who lost her son and a husband, and experienced what the world would call devastation. But...God is good. All the time. The tears that were sown, He has turned into songs of joy. And I can't possibly thank Him enough.

And quite honestly, I wouldn't want to be the same girl I was two years ago. God has opened my eyes, and softened my heart in ways that wouldn't have been possible had I not experienced the trials that forced me to fully depend on Him alone. His ways are always higher than mine. I am just thankful to be experiencing a harvest of joy right now.



Wishing you and your family a blessed and joyful fall season!

"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up."
Gal 6:9

"No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it."
Heb 12:11

13 comments:

Jennifer said...

you look great nicole! seriously, can i have your hair?

www.xanga.com/quistnshout said...

I love this post! Loving the joy you feel and seeing just what God can do! Awesome!

emily said...

Thank you Nicole. This is just what I needed to hear tonight. I have been checking in on you periodically, praying all was well. So thrilled for you and how you are fully seeing God providing for your healing in Him! I don't know where I came upon your blog, but I have been following you since before Dylan's birth! May you continue to feel God's incredible goodness on your life!

ricci said...

I love to read how God is working in your life. Have a great Fall. You are in my prayers.

Deanna said...

You - young lady are just so truly amazing!

Julie said...

You are such an inspiration Nicole! I'm so glad that you are in such a season of blessing. :)

Trish said...

So glad to hear from you. So true is the word, love reading your words and His. Take care friend,
Trish

julia said...

Nicole:
Please tell me you fixed your hair in a side pony tail to run a 5K. That would just make my day!!!
I am now inspired to wear a side pony tail to my 10k this weekend!
Love it!

Stephanie said...

Thanks for sharing with us where you have been, and the place God has brought you to.

Tamara said...

You are seriously gorgeous - inside and outside! You make this world a better place.

emily said...

Hey Nicole,
I keep checking in on you every now and then. I just have loved following your redemption story, and I am so thrilled for you that you have been able to accept with open arms all of the love that our Savior has for you! Love from Iowa- praying you are still keeping your eyes on Jesus!

Anonymous said...

I am a high school student who happened upon your blog last night and could not stop thinking or praying for you all day. Your life story is incredibly inspiring and it is thrilling to see the love you have for a real Savior and the stories of how God is actively working in your life!!! I will continue praying for you in the days, weeks, months and even years to come.

Anonymous said...

I am a high school student who happened upon your blog last night and could not stop thinking or praying for you all day. Your life story is incredibly inspiring and it is thrilling to see the love you have for a real Savior and the stories of how God is actively working in your life!!! I will continue praying for you in the days, weeks, months and even years to come.